urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:heaven_2008 ShyGirl_2008 ShyGirl_2008 2009-03-14T15:05:19Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:heaven_2008:3329 2009-03-14T15:05:19Z 2009-03-14T15:05:19Z Fireflight- Myself <br /><span style="font-size: medium">These last nine months has really changed me. Last summer I had felt depression and loneliness. Because of a guy, that I was crushing on had turned into a complete jerk/prick. Within a month, I was completely over him last summer vacation. Now my other problem is my old friends.<br /><br />I just don't get people anymore. I use to write e-mails to my closest friends on myspace and facebook months back. That I know of hardly anybody responded to me. Therefore I did not even try to write e-mails to my other friends. I see now that they are enjoying their college lives so much. But it does not matter I don't need them. I will get through this on my own.<br /><br />Well I'm trying to be the better person in a world like this. If my friends don't care about me, enough to write me e-mails whenever they have the time. Then I know who my true friends are. But the way things are going now it's all right with me.</span>